对不起。。我走了这条路。。

这几天都在想。。。我应该不应该这要做。。想了很久我是应该放弃了。。不管我多爱你。。多疼你。。多陪你。。你还是对我那么冷淡。。虽然你当我只是sdo dear可是我当你是我的现实女友。。可是。。。haizz不知道要怎么说。。because of i love u too much love u too deep.. i cant control myself tears drop non stop from my eye.. i cant handle it anymore.. it was so hurt.. so sad.. .. i will choosing for quit.. i dunwanna get any hurt any sadness and lonely... i love u...realy loving u so much i cant lost u.. i trying to let it go.. but it was cant it was more pain more hurt.. however.. i will still loving u..care u... that dates of us toghter i will still continue count...wont stop.. hope u understand about my feeling... i changed no more childish no more lame... i will be mature..belive me..i can do it... and Sorry to my friends sorry to my guild i forever wont touch sdo anymore..but if u all get bully..i still will help... sorry ... sorry pop... sry leader... sry friends...sry my lover bii...对不起。。我真的很痛苦。。我不想再想到这些让我伤心的东西。。还有。。棋。。不要气我了。。我也不想的。。。我真的。。。真的放弃了。。我不会再玩了。。永远永远。。。如果pop被欺负。。我还是会尽全力帮你们。。不会给人家说我们pop 是垃圾！ 我很想大声的哭。。我只想好好的做我自己。。不要管人家怎么说。。也不怕。。被你们suan siao谢谢有了你们这般朋友。。对不起请原谅我。。对不起sdo。。对不起我的爱人。。what have i done so much.. at last i cant get anythings... get ur body cant get ur heart... i am stuck ....nothing can bring me happiniess anymore... that is last word i said to you.. i love you.. i promise u.. i will take care myself wont get any hurt any injured any accident....any sadness anymore.. i wont make myself drop 1 more tears.. what i hope is just wanna with u.. want u accompany me more... but u dint.. say so many also useless.. u wont see it too.. my heart was broke...that u told me that u love me... haiz...acctualy what i barking talking writting at here i also dont know ... who can understand my feelings...who can care me? who know whats i want acctualy... 爱到底是什么?爱是什么鬼东东来的。。为什么人家可以那么好。。有人陪有人爱有人疼有人关心。。我也想要。。可是就是找了那么久还是没有。。为什么我那么笨。。真没用haiz...我爱的人 不是我的爱人。。。folak... just can use write blog to say out my feeling lets myself wont so sadand angry... angry myself... why love she so deep... 现在的我。。不知道有什么感觉。。闷?伤心?开心? 我好想大哭一场。。。wuwuwuwuwuwuwu 。。。我爱他真的很爱他。。为什么他要这样。。为什么。。谁可以告诉我。。aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa........................很痛苦啊。。。。。我不想活了啦。。做人真没意识。。。人家可以那么开心。。我却不可以。。每天给你们看到的我都是嘻嘻哈哈的笑。。可是每当我笑一次=伤心一次。。。说了你们也不会明白。。。我还想不写blog..不玩msn不玩 facebook不玩 friendster 什么都不玩。。可是那会很闷了。。aduh..what can i do.. what i wanna do...我要的是什么。。我自己都不知道。。folak folak 对不起。。。pop的朋友们。。